two weeks.
Friday, January 29, 2010
| it’s been two weeks since i saw sandra. i miss her. i am not doing well, and i have no one to talk to. i sometimes think that i should send her an email or something, but i’m not her client anymore. i have no business bothering her, and besides, what is she going to do? she can’t do anything. i feel trapped. i feel alone. i feel like i have no choices. when i look at myself in the mirror, i am so disgusted with what i see. i feel like i should start giving my stuff away. getting rid of stuff, so that there is nothing left behind. i don’t really know what to do. about anything. |
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broke and broken.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
| so, i had to stop seeing sandra. it’s a financial thing, and as much as i kept saying that i wanted to quit therapy, the fact is, that sandra is all i have, and now that i don’t have her anymore, i don’t know what to do with myself. i feel so sad and so alone and so empty and so scared. not much different than i did before, but now i have no one to talk to about it. i never imagined that things could possibly get worse, but it looks like they have. |
