two weeks.

Friday, January 29, 2010

it’s been two weeks since i saw sandra. i miss her. i am not doing well, and i have no one to talk to. i sometimes think that i should send her an email or something, but i’m not her client anymore. i have no business bothering her, and besides, what is she going to do? she can’t do anything.

i feel trapped.

i feel alone.

i feel like i have no choices.

when i look at myself in the mirror, i am so disgusted with what i see.

i feel like i should start giving my stuff away. getting rid of stuff, so that there is nothing left behind. i don’t really know what to do.

about anything.