downward spiral

Thursday, September 17, 2009
i feel like it is just a waiting game at this point. waiting till things get bad to the point that i'll finally be able to do something. i know i'm close. i know that the animals are the only things keeping me here. i have moments when i think that i'm closer than at other times.

i'm tired. weary really. i don't have other words.

so i will wait.
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