in the middle.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

i had a strange therapy session today. i basically told sandra that i didn’t trust her and that for the most part, the therapy seems to be primarily about the relationship between herself and me, rather than being about me and my issues. i said some really honest things but basically, i was saying that she is not (or at least hasn’t been) a very good therapist. i figured that she wouldn’t want me to bother coming back, but she says that at least i’m talking to her and she doesn’t see it as a reason to stop something that we are in the middle of.

honestly, it doesn’t seem like we are in the middle of anything.

i asked her if she still thought i was in danger. she said yes. she then asked me if i thought i was still in danger.

i said yes.

mostly, i’m confused.