making myself whole.
Monday, July 06, 2009
so, i was burglarized again. someone broke into my apartment through my bedroom window. stole my two laptop computers, my two televisions (both of which were relatively new and the nicest tv’s i’ve ever owned. i saved up a long time to get them. one was 32” and the other was in my room, just a small 19” one, but still, nice. now gone.
they also stole some jewelry, ransacked my bedroom and terrorized the animals.
my website was one my laptop. my website, jo’s website, and elana’s website. also, the backup drives for both computers were in the computer bags. now gone.
all my writing. my novels from the past 4 years of doing the nano. now gone.
i can’t talk about it. it just makes me sick. but i spent about 3 hours tonight trying to recreate my website. i’m hoping that i got it right. i copied and pasted all the diary entries, and i am praying to God that i got them all, because when i upload this, it will overwrite what was there.
i don’t know if i can survive this. i mean, it’s only stuff, but i feel terrorized, traumatized. unsafe. shaky.
i don’t want to leave my house, but i can’t be here alone either.
i don’t know.
i just don’t know.
they also stole some jewelry, ransacked my bedroom and terrorized the animals.
my website was one my laptop. my website, jo’s website, and elana’s website. also, the backup drives for both computers were in the computer bags. now gone.
all my writing. my novels from the past 4 years of doing the nano. now gone.
i can’t talk about it. it just makes me sick. but i spent about 3 hours tonight trying to recreate my website. i’m hoping that i got it right. i copied and pasted all the diary entries, and i am praying to God that i got them all, because when i upload this, it will overwrite what was there.
i don’t know if i can survive this. i mean, it’s only stuff, but i feel terrorized, traumatized. unsafe. shaky.
i don’t want to leave my house, but i can’t be here alone either.
i don’t know.
i just don’t know.
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