shrinked. shrank. shrunk.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
i am going to the shrink this morning at 8. sandra is picking me up. i am nervous.
i am scared of leaving my house, what if the burglars come back? what if someone tries to break in again? what if the animals are not ok while i’m gone?
i feel like i have let them down horribly. it is my duty to protect them and keep them safe. i have not been able to do that since living here.
my mom asked me yesterday if i wanted to move back to newport. i absolutely do not want to live in orange county. i told her why and she dropped it... but i wonder if it might be better for the animals if they had a yard and a safer place to live. i hope that moving to orange county is not the only way to get that for them.
i am scared of leaving my house, what if the burglars come back? what if someone tries to break in again? what if the animals are not ok while i’m gone?
i feel like i have let them down horribly. it is my duty to protect them and keep them safe. i have not been able to do that since living here.
my mom asked me yesterday if i wanted to move back to newport. i absolutely do not want to live in orange county. i told her why and she dropped it... but i wonder if it might be better for the animals if they had a yard and a safer place to live. i hope that moving to orange county is not the only way to get that for them.
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